 Even though, you don’t need meMonday, December 7, 2009
I think you are feeling guilty. at 2:08 AMI have got lots to say, but I am lacking the time. I will blog more when I get the time. Spammers, grow up ((: I think I know who you are. So get a life.
Goodnight. done with, Sunday, December 6, 2009
at 4:31 PM  Pictures after almost a year (((: done with, Friday, December 4, 2009
The friendship started in 2003, and is still going strong. at 12:45 PMNew Moon at Lido with Jahan Last night.
Dinner at Burger King and walking around Orchard seeing the light ups happily. Photos still with him. You made my day dude(((: done with, Thursday, December 3, 2009
at 2:57 PM Lost.
done with, Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Like you said, if it's true love, it'd never fade. at 12:23 PMIt feels awkward being like this to you. The message you sent me last night pretty much made me smile before falling asleep. Two days of me not contacting you, made you miss me. Sorry for the whole chunk of Sarcasm yesterday when we met. Ps : I am sorry, Sashir. done with, A friend like you, I should be gifted. at 4:30 AM Thank you Clarence for being such a sweetheart.
Thanks for the Banana Chocolate, Passion Fruit Magar and Little Mr Small Keychain. You made my day. Goodnight world. done with, Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Work isn't like how I expected it to be. at 1:48 PM Work has been pretty good. But the people there, aren't that friendly. Maybe, only one in particular. I just refrain myself from talking to him. I just try to keep myself out from their group conversations usually. Why? Because they only, speak in Bahasa. I am lucky enough that a new found friend stays somewhere near there. Waiting for a transport is such a pain in the ass. Friend is like super nice to accompany me. Thank you, Jai. I don't know how am I going to adapt myself. I've been making a couple of mistakes over the past few day. I seriously don't know what is happening to me. I miss my old workplace, but I like my new job. The people are just different. Zirca this Wednesday with the colleagues. Hopefully it turns out good. Work starts at 6 today, Clarence might be dropping by after his work to see me. I am very deprived of sleep though I sleep for long. I miss my brother. The house is so empty. He will be back by tomorrow night. I miss you, little one. ♥
done with, at 1:23 PM I miss my best friends. <3
done with, Guys aren't my cup of tea, I suppose. (: at 3:33 AM Sashir messaged. I don't know what to reply. I am not ignoring you. I refrain from messaging you. As much as you miss me, I miss you too. I am sorry. Goodnight lovelies. PS : My mind is clear, I don't want another love. done with, Monday, November 30, 2009
at 2:57 PMThursday, New Moon with Jahangier.
Twilight was also with him. Awesome much?? done with, I am craving for BANANA CHOCOLATE :( at 6:16 AM  Ismail was so random today. He called me and we were talking, and he was like "You know why I call you? Because I miss you, baby." After such a long time. No matter what, first love is always the best love till you find your true love. Thinking about it, I have not met tmy true love yet. Or perhaps, have not experience. Weeehooo! Ismail, you made me smile.♥ And to Deen, I am really sorry, but I can't afford to fall in love again. You may the sweetest guy I ever knew, but sadly, Sweet guys aren't my cup of tea. Really. I really didn't know how to react when you send me the message. It was freaking 2o++ page long. I took some time to get it into my brain cells. Everything take times, and I guess I need mine as well. On a lighter note, work is getting more awesome nowadays. Started mingling with people working around my place. Awesome bunch! I like. Will be having off on Wednesday and Thursday. Double O? Not sure yet. Brother is going for OBS camp for the next three days. I will miss him. I am off to bed. Goodnight world.
done with, Saturday, November 28, 2009
You need a boob enhancement. (: at 7:01 AMFlat shit!
No one is in need of him. Yes, him meaning MOHAMAD SHABIR BIN IBRAHIM SHAH. Seriously. If you fucking don't care about the fucking past, you shouldn't have even bother reading his past's blog. We have got our fucking life to care about. As long as he fucking don't bother and interfere in my life, why should I even bother? I would rather he go fuck spider then fucking a dumbfuck like you. I wonder how can someone even make herself sound so right, when almost the whole world knows what is happening. Screw you, bitch! I ended it eight months ago, and I was succeeding in getting over Mr Shit aka Mohamad Shabir Bin Ibrahim Shah, till he himself came back! Well, to the losers out there. Get a life. Quit saying that people are wrestling for your boyfriend, when he's the one in search for other pussies. Grow up, little one! I don't expect any replies since someone has quited reading my blog. Spare me the agony of arguing with a small fry. If you can be bitchy, I can be worse. I am off to bed. Goodnight lovelies. done with, Friday, November 27, 2009
Enlightment at 3:11 PM I just got to know that I wasn't the ONLY EX GIRLFRIEND he met recently. I am totally disgusted by your character. I wonder what happiness he get by getting his EX GIRLFRIENDS to be stuck by the memories we had with him. Chanced upon his EX GIRLFRIEND blog last night. At least he ended with a hug with her. Well, sorry for posting out the picture. Just to let people in my life know, I wasn't the one after him. Haha. I shall have my final laughter. Good day people.
Sorry to Vaishnavi, for just posting the screen capture without your permission. Credits to : http://itliesbeneath.livejournal.com/ done with, Thursday, November 26, 2009
at 12:23 PMMe? Being Childish? Grow up Mohamad Shabir. Changing the whole story now? Well, every around me knows about you so darn well and who's the want in the desperate need to meet. For your info, I am the one who usually turn you down for the meetings. I don't go to the extent of blackmailing, like you! You went beyond your limits. Me spoiling your name? And now you are threatening my mom to spoil my name? I am done with it, Shabir. Am not going to fear it. For your info, I have got no reason to lie at all. Your life, you live it. You hide things from her it's your problem. You try to cheat me, you get shit. Eh budak, don't phone gangster eh! You were the fucking guy who slapped me last friday when I told you, "I don't love you as much as before already." I have got better things to do!
And how dumb can you get? Wanting to pass your girlfriend number to my mom and lie to her saying that you didn't meet me. Stupid right? done with, If you still want to believe it's coincidental, go ahead girl. at 6:07 AM You are fucker who's full of lies. Screw myself for trusting you till now. I don't want to see any shit ass messages from you from now on and I fucking mean it. You told me that everyone in my life aren't the right person from me, and stop me from getting into any relationship. What the fuck do you think you were doing? You are fucking lying to everyone. You are even lying to yourself. If all you wanted is her, why the fuck did you need to come back to me. You wasted every single moment of my life. It is going to be fucking two years since I know you. You betrayed my trust, and leave me hanging there. You regretted your fucking decision, and fucking didn't want me to go through the same shit, thus advised me from getting into a relationship. When things were getting so well between me and Sashir, you entered my life again in August. You made me drift away from him. You told me so many things, and the dialogues are all going to another person? Aren't you fucking selfish? I am not trying to ruin your relationship but I did tell you if you want to be with her, just leave me out. But you couldn't bear too. When you say the phrase "I love you" now, do you even mean it? We can't be together, because the last quarrel had an impact on your family. But you chose, not to let me go. If it's fucking lust you are after, I am out of this game. You have your girlfriend to give you all you need. I told you before. You tell me not to blog anything about you, to avoid problems. But you don't know how much it hurts me. I am crying as I typed this down. You, being the guy I loved the most in my life make me go through shit though the relationship was over almost 8 months ago. We talked about out past moments happily last Friday. Why did you have to tell me that you miss me, when it wasn't necessary on Monday? I did tell you, that my feelings for you are fading away. But when I read shit, I just can't take it. I just sent you a message awhile ago, you won't receive anything after this. None of your calls would be entertained either. I have been through too much, and I don't think I have the strength to endure anymore. Last long with your girlfriend, and don't deceive her anymore. You have got to be truthful to at least one, and I decided to give it to her. Goodbye, the final one. Labels: Fcuk done with, at 12:16 AM Had an awesome day with loves.
Sindhu, Shamba and Clarence. Paranormal Activity was okay-_- Thank you Sashir ((: done with, Wednesday, November 25, 2009
at 1:34 PMGoing out with my darlings.
I love. ((: done with, Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Best friend at 12:45 PM I love you, L. Sambakam. 14th was Awesome. ((:Papa misses me. ((: done with, Monday, November 23, 2009
Preciousness at 11:20 AMThayalan and me ((:  Happr 21st to Muthu Ramen ((: done with, Sunday, November 22, 2009
My brothers rock my world. at 9:53 PM Raging Phoenix = Awesomeness. (:
Day well spent with my two darlings. Ghazali and Razeen. My brothers rock. done with, Did I mention, that I love rejecting calls? ((: at 12:29 PM Past few days has been quite good on my side, but bad on my friends sides. Deen, who went missing, reappeared. Am glad that I have been stong, myself. Despite the tears which were wasted, I have learnt to look at things optimistically. Even when I am together with the past, I don't feel a single shit. I am moving on so well. I am proud.
Friday was a day out with Sashir. Went to Plaza Sing to catch a movie with Sashir. Initial plans was to catch Paranormal Activity, but the timings were totally off. Ended up watching A Chistmas Carol. Yeah, our second movie together despite knowing each other for 8 months plus. Met my brother and Alvinaa after the movie, as they were there for a movie as well. Decided on playing pool after that with Thayalan and Nesh. Headed to West Coast Recreational, to play pool. Headed back after that and met the past near my place. Chatted a while, and headed back (: Saturday seemed like a day full of activities. Razeen, my brother, Sashir and myself. (: Pool and bowled at CSC@ Bukit Batok. Had our dinner there and went back from there. Saw Deen awhile. But didn't interact much. Slept rather early yesterday. Sorry Vijay (: On a much happier note, Happy 19th birthday to both Jasmin and Kaartik. =D done with, Sarcasm rocks. at 12:25 PM I wasn't wrong in the end.
You are useless as a girlfriend. You make him go through shit. Useless piece of shit, you are. Not happy? I am just a phone call away. ((: done with, Saturday, November 21, 2009
Hitting the club at 10:19 PM In the train heading toward Bugis ((: Me and the cute one ((: Us at Swensens, for dinner.  One of my favourite picture for the day! This is mine! Yummy! ((: While Kaya was busy finding for shoes(: Self-obssessed.     Clarke Quay!    Underpass at Clarke Quay!   I'm bringing Sexayee back ((: Camwhoring in the toilet. Usual girls Business. At Tiong, before hitting Phuture <3    Phuture was good.Danced Crazily. Ladies night. <3 Labels: 19th night loves done with, Tuesday, November 17, 2009
You are the reason, the smile remains on my face. at 2:09 PM Have a great day ahead lovelies. ((: done with, Monday, November 16, 2009
i love. ((: at 12:33 PMFinal Score :( Mohamed Ghazali, the overall champion.  Second Game!! ((: I won =D Brother was emo-ing, cause he lost to me ((: In action. The colourful Balls ((: Sashir! Sashir won the first game. Mohamed Ghazali, doing some stunts. ((: While waiting. Some camwhoring before leaving home. Labels: PIctures done with, Sunday, November 15, 2009
The days where loved ones bring a smile to my face at 11:57 PM2012 was cancelled. Went to Csc @Bukit Batok for a few games of bowling. Mood wasn't at all dampened. Thanks for the two monkeys, who made my day. Both my brother and Sashir. Love you both to the max. ((: Went for dinner at Fish & Co @Bugis for dinner with Shambakam yesterday. Yesterday was a day, well spent with my baby. Love you sweetheart. Friday night was awesome as well. Met up with Thaslim after such a long time, which seemed like decades. Headed to Sashir's workplace. Had plenty of fun and some serious talking. Things between me and Sashir is much better. I am sorry okay? Three days of awesomeness. What more can I ask for???! Tonnes of pictures to be uploaded both on FB and blog. Will do them soon. Tomorrow off to the head office, to get some stuffs done. And Clarence is accompanying me. Good night lovelies. Labels: Awesomeness, Brother, friends done with, New hair-do. at 1:48 PM  2012 later with my lovable brother.
&& despos stop spamming my board. done with, Saturday, November 14, 2009
at 9:50 PMI hate being sick!
Goodnight World. :| done with, Friday, November 13, 2009
El- Sheikh at 5:42 PMYesterday was good. Thanks a million to Jahangier for enduring my nonsensical shit throughout. Interview went great. Starting a new job next month. I am going to miss Coffee Bean. Heartfelt. Working tomorrow from 5 to 1 at CB. Last day at work I suppose. Today was bad. I am not feeling well, yet again. Faalah came over. Watched TV and lazed around. I want to go back to my bed. Good day people. My mind is controlling my heart. :) I Like. I will blog later. Ciaoz. Labels: shisha done with, |
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